I know I know. Where is this revamp that I talked about?
Revamp has unfortunately been put on hold since I have way more stuff to do than I intended. Having responsibilities is hard!
So the May holidays just went and disappeared just like that. I wondered what in the world I could have been doing to warrant such a disappearance which I was vaguely but not really aware. It was something that was floating in my subconscious but I did all I could to suppress and exile it to the very, very back of my mind.
It wasn't a smart choice, but at least I was happy for those two weeks.
And now, returning to the present, I keep telling myself over and over again to get a grip, to take control, it isn't working out so well either. With my newfound responsibilities, I'm painfully aware that I'm only using those responsibilities as excuses to miserably veil my true intentions of slacking like there's no tomorrow. Not to mention, with the boost in my ego, I am really going to need a miracle to help pull me out of my little world.
I've been missing for about 10 days now and I apologize for that. Take it as a break from my random and uncontrollable rants? Hahaha :D
Quite a lot happened when I was gone, the big headliner being I got sick. Like, REALLY sick. It felt like I was floating on air whenever I stood up and my head was just being a plain pain in the butt with the constant throbbing and other shizz. It got so bad I actually needed to take a trip down to the doctors to get some meds. 5 tablets at at time anyone?
The side effects of the medications was pretty fun though :D
Plus I got to skip like two days of school and tuition, not including the weekend and the extra holiday today. Heh. But mind you, out of the two days I was skipping, both days I was just lying in bed like a dead person. It was baaaaad.
The bad side though, I missed my very last Sports Day of my school. I wanted to go but I had a relapse the day before which equals to me not going. I am sad for that, seriously. I also was forced to miss Joy's reunion on Saturday, she came back from Australia and now she's gone again. I'm sorry D:
HIGH HIGH. I'M SO HIGH.
Sorry, High High just came on and I can't help but get...HIGH HIGH XD
I don't know whether anybody wondered how I could be fit enough to go onto Twitter and spazz if I was as sick as I said I was. I guess, I just didn't want to sleep so much. It's like, I'm wasting so much time sleeping away when I could actually do something else. Guess that's also how I developed my rather unhealthy habit of sleeping late.
I love sleep though ♥
So will I continue sleeping more or less from now on? I don't know either.
Till next time :)
OH YEAH WAIT.
DID YOU KNOW BIGBANG'S NEW MV FOR LOVE SONG WAS ON THE HOMEPAGE OF YOUTUBE. IN THE ENTERTAINMENT AND TOP FAVOURITED CATEGORIES.
I AM SO SO SO SO PROUD OF THEM SERIOUSLY.
2 MILLION VIEWS IN 2 DAYS.
GO WATCH IT NOW IF YOU HAVEN'T. IT WILL NOT DISAPPOINT. I SWEAR.
I'll been dying to talk about it anyways but that shall be for another post in the future, along with my Big Show 2010 documentary, various album's documentaries, Infinite post and yeah, now this. Love Song MV.